kogepan's Story
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I am Kogepan. I was from a bakery shop in Hokkaido.
My bakery shop is very famous in Japan because the red bead buns that it churns out
are so delicious that only 20 of such type are made each day. I was supposed to be a
delicious red bean bun too, but an
unfortunate accident had happened... |
On the day I was supposed to be brought into
the oven, I was thrilled because the moment has finally arrived for me
to become what most breads have always wanted to be - a high quality red
bean bread.
As I continue to ponder on that, I began to giggle in excitement. |
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When the baker began to take
me and my friends out from the oven, I was ecstatic because everything
had went smoothly. However, my happiness is somehow short-lived when the baker accidentally
tilted the pan and... |
And I fell back into the oven and
disappeared into a cloud of smoke. I looked around for my friends but
they were not there. I was very afraid.
I was getting cooked again and there was a burnt smell seeping out
from me. I thought to myself "Somebody please come and save
me!" |
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Nobody noticed that I was missing and I
waited in the oven for another 30 minutes. My skin was no longer a golden
color and had turned dark brown. I smelt awful.
Finally, the baker saw me and took me out from the oven, but he did
not place me back on the shelves where the other red bean buns were. |
I am a burnt bread and certainly, nobody
wants to buy me. I felt lonely and upset. I thought to myself that my
life as a bread was very meaningless. I was so disillusion that my eyes
turned white. |
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The other red bean buns always mock at me,
calling me awful names. The baker did not even pay attention to me at
all. I think the whole world hates me. |
I decided to run away from home. Nobody will
care anyway. I shall run to a place where nobody exists and nobody will
make fun of me. |
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I spent most of my time smoking and drinking
milk as beer. I became very depressed and pessimistic. |
After a few days, I finally came to my
senses, and decided not to live my life like this anymore. The bakery is
still my home after all. |
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Back at the bakery I decided to read a book
titled "How to become a delicious bread" to improve myself. I
believed that if I continue to work hard, I will eventually attain my
dream of becoming a delicious red bean bun. |
But every time I see the other red bean buns
I lose hope and become jealous again. I always lecture them about
the life of being a bread and because of that, all of them were afraid
of me. |
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Friday, January 11, 2008
Yesterday, i lived through the day that i have been dreading.I knew one day he will decided to return to her, i just never knew it was that fast.Cried whole night cause i just can't sleep.Every single thought was about him.The airport bus stop, the movies, his hands, his shoulders.His kiss.Now i am feeling the pain of losing someone you love.It's like i can hardly find the strength to move, I wish i can exchange such a pain with something else.I now still in bed, my tummy hurts like hell.I just wish so much that he can tell me he was joking and he love me.If god would let me exchange a million tears just to have another day with him.I can already say i want to claim a day.My friend asked my yesterday, what if your dream guy comes a long now.I was thinking, what kind of dream guy is my dream guy, Tall and handsome with cars and cash.Then i realise, want bb.I want a normal guy who would love me whole-heartedly, who will let me hug when i feel like, who puts on a nice smelling scent, who is really cute and motivating.For what has happen, i can only blame myself.I am sorry for sharing her boyfren.He is right. I will not want to share my boyfriend with anyone.Will anyone please date me out and lend me a shoulder?I need one to cry on now.Like what WB said, i am hopeless. I shld have seen it coming.He is right, i guess i just placed my hopes too high. Will someone please help me wake up from my nightmare?
11:29 AM * Janice
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