kogepan's Story
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I am Kogepan. I was from a bakery shop in Hokkaido.
My bakery shop is very famous in Japan because the red bead buns that it churns out
are so delicious that only 20 of such type are made each day. I was supposed to be a
delicious red bean bun too, but an
unfortunate accident had happened... |
On the day I was supposed to be brought into
the oven, I was thrilled because the moment has finally arrived for me
to become what most breads have always wanted to be - a high quality red
bean bread.
As I continue to ponder on that, I began to giggle in excitement. |
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When the baker began to take
me and my friends out from the oven, I was ecstatic because everything
had went smoothly. However, my happiness is somehow short-lived when the baker accidentally
tilted the pan and... |
And I fell back into the oven and
disappeared into a cloud of smoke. I looked around for my friends but
they were not there. I was very afraid.
I was getting cooked again and there was a burnt smell seeping out
from me. I thought to myself "Somebody please come and save
me!" |
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Nobody noticed that I was missing and I
waited in the oven for another 30 minutes. My skin was no longer a golden
color and had turned dark brown. I smelt awful.
Finally, the baker saw me and took me out from the oven, but he did
not place me back on the shelves where the other red bean buns were. |
I am a burnt bread and certainly, nobody
wants to buy me. I felt lonely and upset. I thought to myself that my
life as a bread was very meaningless. I was so disillusion that my eyes
turned white. |
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The other red bean buns always mock at me,
calling me awful names. The baker did not even pay attention to me at
all. I think the whole world hates me. |
I decided to run away from home. Nobody will
care anyway. I shall run to a place where nobody exists and nobody will
make fun of me. |
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I spent most of my time smoking and drinking
milk as beer. I became very depressed and pessimistic. |
After a few days, I finally came to my
senses, and decided not to live my life like this anymore. The bakery is
still my home after all. |
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Back at the bakery I decided to read a book
titled "How to become a delicious bread" to improve myself. I
believed that if I continue to work hard, I will eventually attain my
dream of becoming a delicious red bean bun. |
But every time I see the other red bean buns
I lose hope and become jealous again. I always lecture them about
the life of being a bread and because of that, all of them were afraid
of me. |
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
New year is coming and as the saying goes, when the old don't go, the new will not come.I got a new boyfriend!!He is not good looking or rich but he dote me a lot a lot a lot.But to be honest, i can't say i love him.To be fair, i do not forget people i once love a lot in 20 days.But I hope if he is reading this, he will understand, i am forgetting my ex.REASON FOR MAKING AN EFFORT TO FORGET BB.BB never really love me a lot, I find that he was just trying to make an effort to maintain a responsibility of making us a couple.Every time i ask him how much he LIKE me, has it increase?I will be always disappointed.ON THE OTHER HAND.Dear is really sweet.He is truly attentive.Maybe it might be normal for guys to carry bags for girls or to send her msges all the time.But with dear, i feel like i am being loved.It's not me alone trying to win someone, is someone pampering me like a princess. Someone who belongs to me and who really listen to what i want to say.BB should have been a friend and stay that way.I loved bb but sometimes i feel really alone, because i was a bad guy and nobody would ever side me, If bb left me i was nothing. To me now, bb is only a best friend.I believe i am mature enough to handle a break up and make the best out of it.WHY I LIKE DEAR SO MUCH.He is really SWEET!Like the other day when i had a little bad throat.He pop out a Honey lemon Strepsils bought just for me.I myself don't even know my voice was a little different. When i lost my red ribbon, he actually notice that it was gone and made an effort to get one for me. Everytime i forget to bring a bottle of water to work, he will appear with one magically.When i am hungry, he will buy me breakfast without me asking and even telling him i am hungry.Among all my ex boyfriends, he was actually one of the best.He don't flirt, he don't bully me.He cares so much about me that i for once feel like i am actually a lousy girlfriend.I am so afraid of him finding out the truth that i am still trying to make my like become love because i am afraid that his attitude will change or he will be mistaken that i dun like him at all and i am playing with his feelings.The fact is that, I am afraid of hurting him and MOST AFRAID OF LOSING HIM.If he actually see this blog, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I WILL LOVE YOU!I just need time to forget him.He bought me mango pudding today. DAMN EX! but i got to eat the pretty pudding.Bought couple clothes today. Upload the photo next time.Something is wrong with the picture uploading thing.OFFF I GOOOO...
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