kogepan's Story
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I am Kogepan. I was from a bakery shop in Hokkaido.
My bakery shop is very famous in Japan because the red bead buns that it churns out
are so delicious that only 20 of such type are made each day. I was supposed to be a
delicious red bean bun too, but an
unfortunate accident had happened... |
On the day I was supposed to be brought into
the oven, I was thrilled because the moment has finally arrived for me
to become what most breads have always wanted to be - a high quality red
bean bread.
As I continue to ponder on that, I began to giggle in excitement. |
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When the baker began to take
me and my friends out from the oven, I was ecstatic because everything
had went smoothly. However, my happiness is somehow short-lived when the baker accidentally
tilted the pan and... |
And I fell back into the oven and
disappeared into a cloud of smoke. I looked around for my friends but
they were not there. I was very afraid.
I was getting cooked again and there was a burnt smell seeping out
from me. I thought to myself "Somebody please come and save
me!" |
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Nobody noticed that I was missing and I
waited in the oven for another 30 minutes. My skin was no longer a golden
color and had turned dark brown. I smelt awful.
Finally, the baker saw me and took me out from the oven, but he did
not place me back on the shelves where the other red bean buns were. |
I am a burnt bread and certainly, nobody
wants to buy me. I felt lonely and upset. I thought to myself that my
life as a bread was very meaningless. I was so disillusion that my eyes
turned white. |
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The other red bean buns always mock at me,
calling me awful names. The baker did not even pay attention to me at
all. I think the whole world hates me. |
I decided to run away from home. Nobody will
care anyway. I shall run to a place where nobody exists and nobody will
make fun of me. |
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I spent most of my time smoking and drinking
milk as beer. I became very depressed and pessimistic. |
After a few days, I finally came to my
senses, and decided not to live my life like this anymore. The bakery is
still my home after all. |
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Back at the bakery I decided to read a book
titled "How to become a delicious bread" to improve myself. I
believed that if I continue to work hard, I will eventually attain my
dream of becoming a delicious red bean bun. |
But every time I see the other red bean buns
I lose hope and become jealous again. I always lecture them about
the life of being a bread and because of that, all of them were afraid
of me. |
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
I am back, after being missing for so long.I have a good news to share!!!!When i started this blog, i was 62 kg.NOWI am 57.5 kg!Even though it is just a small little little change, i am proud of it.I can only thank the guy i like.He was my motivation in many many ways. Helping me to look for exercises to lose weight. Being on the phone to stop me from buying snacks.His smile is the cutest thing in the world, so how can i not listen to him.It's 5/1/2008 today. I am kind of emotional now.Cause i just want those bad EXes who thought i was hopeless to look at me now.I am changing so much.One day they will regret ditching me and realise how much they have missed.If i could only stroll pass them in my best form and leave them banging their head against the wall.Okay fine, it wun happen, cause they will have other better and slimmer girlfriends, but i am fine with that. I just hope that they live happily ever after. Enjoy a damn sweet life den go to hell for ditching me. hahaa. Okay okay, i can't change the fact that i am pissed off with them.Let me update you with my pass few months, (as if anyone is even reading this) haha. I got myself a new phone the KU990 and i have change my number. So ppl without my number, email it to me. I changed my hairstyle to a gong kia look. Found someone that i would love to cherish, but honestly, i noe i only fill up 15% of his heart, but it's ok cause i am strong and i believe he will be mine one day. My bank account no longer has 4 digits and i eat chawamushi everyday. Let's give the guy i like a nickname, I call him BB all the time so we will go with bb.I know this blog is suppose to be about how i am going to slim down, but he plays such an important part that i can't imagine not thinking of him. Girls out there, find a motivation, it hurts alot emotionally because i am in a situation where i can't be his girlfriend, but no matter wad, i will be there for him because he is the sweetest guy ever. He gave me a dress for christmas, so now i am going to work hard to slim down and look great in that dress and make him proud. I bought him 2 topshop undies which look freaking cute.. har har. I noe it's a dumb present but i believe he will look damn cute in it. Not that i can see la, but thinking of it makes me smile. We are going for movies tomorrow. Need to wake up early to dress up.Nite ppl.Enjoy Life Please.
11:38 PM * Janice
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Janice!
`is not very smart
`is FAT
`is ATTACHED
`and she's a mummy's girl!! =)
`myPHONE
`food
`bleach and naruto
`Hair
`Japanese magazines
`elephant softtoys
`bear soft toys
`dogs
`shopping
`holidays
`swimming
`MY BEST FRIENDS
and LIM AN RU ANDREW!!
`heat
`scoldings
`messy hair
`thin people who says they are fat
`being poor
`poorly cooked rice
`price hikes
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